reading job
makes me wonder
why im such a beep*
and why i cant just accept things gracefully

:(
'as long as I have life within me,
the breath of God in my nostrils,

my lips will not speak wickedness,
and my tongue will utter no deceit.'

why am i screaming hell again
i should keep everything inside
and explode someday
then maybe it'll all feel better :)

and verses on the tongue
I will watch my ways and keep my tongue from sin; I will put a muzzle on my mouth as long as the wicked are in my presence. Psalm 39:1

keep your tongue from evil and your lips from speaking lies.
psalm 34:13

We will triumph with our tongues; we own our lips —who is our master?
Psalm 12:4

i will only praise God with my tongue
how can the same tongue, praise God and yet say wicked stuff
hmmm. :(